For a Moment
Bismillah,
I want to make a complain. This word is really disturbing me. May be I was the victim of the word too.
I think it don't really make any problem when someone just use it to publish their event, so they change their picture in social media with the banner desribes the event.
But, I am afraid if I, or some of my brothers & sisters, share the news about muslim war. They share the bloody photos. How scary it is. How sadness it was, and any other feeling which should make the readers cry about it. Something seems wrong! It just happened for a moment. Really! Just for a moment. And, after this moment they will forget about it and move on to another hot news. It makes me feel uneasy.
Since I was in junior high school, I heard about palestine. How are they now? Are they fine?
I checked the map, and found Palestine have the opposite area with Israel about 10 years ago. I mean, Palestine became smaller everyday. How could it happen? I just sat calmly in my place. I went to school normally. And, I give nothing for them.
This last 3 years (estimated) we heard about our brother in Suriah. How are they now? How can another 'hand' muss Suriah, besides Suriah has been independent. Or, Is ''that country'' too confidence to control the world? Huh!
This year, our brother in Egypt are in fighting too. I am not trying to focus about which party they fight for, but I want to focus about what they fight for, the right.
And since I was child until now, I was looking for my country problemS. ''Problem with S''. Of course our life can't be separated from problems. But, most of my country problems are nonsense.
My question is why it just happen for a moment? Although we clearly understand this wars, this problems, were not over yet. Should we blame the medias who are playing the news? Or it just our reason to make an excuse?
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.
.
.
.
Ok, calm. Rather than thinking about who is to blame, its better to evaluate my self. What I've done all the time. Shall I list them all one by one until my heart will be broken by it self because I know clearly I forgot to pray for them in every praying and get lazed to save my country? I feel guilty.
I do apologize. I really really do apologize.
I can say nothing now...
Astagfiruka wa atuubu ilaik...
I want to make a complain. This word is really disturbing me. May be I was the victim of the word too.
I think it don't really make any problem when someone just use it to publish their event, so they change their picture in social media with the banner desribes the event.
But, I am afraid if I, or some of my brothers & sisters, share the news about muslim war. They share the bloody photos. How scary it is. How sadness it was, and any other feeling which should make the readers cry about it. Something seems wrong! It just happened for a moment. Really! Just for a moment. And, after this moment they will forget about it and move on to another hot news. It makes me feel uneasy.
Since I was in junior high school, I heard about palestine. How are they now? Are they fine?
I checked the map, and found Palestine have the opposite area with Israel about 10 years ago. I mean, Palestine became smaller everyday. How could it happen? I just sat calmly in my place. I went to school normally. And, I give nothing for them.
This last 3 years (estimated) we heard about our brother in Suriah. How are they now? How can another 'hand' muss Suriah, besides Suriah has been independent. Or, Is ''that country'' too confidence to control the world? Huh!
This year, our brother in Egypt are in fighting too. I am not trying to focus about which party they fight for, but I want to focus about what they fight for, the right.
And since I was child until now, I was looking for my country problemS. ''Problem with S''. Of course our life can't be separated from problems. But, most of my country problems are nonsense.
My question is why it just happen for a moment? Although we clearly understand this wars, this problems, were not over yet. Should we blame the medias who are playing the news? Or it just our reason to make an excuse?
.
.
.
.
.
Ok, calm. Rather than thinking about who is to blame, its better to evaluate my self. What I've done all the time. Shall I list them all one by one until my heart will be broken by it self because I know clearly I forgot to pray for them in every praying and get lazed to save my country? I feel guilty.
I do apologize. I really really do apologize.
I can say nothing now...
Astagfiruka wa atuubu ilaik...
Iyyaka na'budu wa Iyyaka nastan'in...
Allahummanshur ikhwananalmuslimiin...
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